★★★★...。。（●≧ｖ≦）

if i thought about it, laughing at people's romance sucks..sorry Tsang(^.^) i saw someone looks like him in cell group today.Thats just becuase i had a bad one..he was my first love.i didnt realise it before.. until my heart starts beating furiously or vigrously either which,whenever he was around. damn it. the first time i talked to him was when i crack a joke. that was before i had a crush on him.ya da...ya da time passes and i started to like him even more... there was once i humilated/ totally embarassed myself infront of the entire church but he helped me in a way tht comfort me a little... shit.. i didnt want to recall tht situation. it was about few years ago.our age gap was huge. he was a senior plus he was shy but he'd ask me out ... we walked down the school and walk up again as if we had nothing better to do...all he did was smile and looked at me while walking and i was speechless from blushing red too much. i'm such a loser! I even knew his Fav anime was Bleach..tht damn sissy Ichigo was brain washing him. i was happy when he remembered my birthday. he gave me a birthday card and a gift. there was once we took the same bus... i didnt even knew we took the same bus cos he was in morning session. i was sooo nervous seeing him tht i wrongly pronounced his name. he corrected me though and we sat behind the bus together.There was until when i need to transfer to another school. he asked me am i going to transfer. all i answered was yes.. he was quiet for a while..and after tht time..we never talked again.

looking back at it,it was a pathetic romance.. even I the superior(genius of cos..by the way i did well in my mid term)--------->Main point... had my dark stupid secrets i dont even want others to know about . Now i only fall in love with fictional characters..(twisted mind ) in short, a pervert.


Oh yeah moving on i GOT CLANNAD AFTER STORY! hahahahaha! im gonna watch it next weekend. i did wanted to buy Code geass R2 i'm feeling guilty now... but some certain person persuided me to buy Clannad. i'll properly punish her tomorrow.